February 4 - Struggling

I am here to admit I am having a difficult time right now. Over the weekend I did not eat that great but it could have been a lot worse. Today I was not good, no breakfast, very little water, mac and cheese for lunch and bread and butter with my soup for dinner. There is a brownie left and I am thinking about eating that too. I also did not go to the gym because I am still very stuffy from the allergy/asthma attack I had last night. I was also exhausted from being up way too late watching post Super Bowl stuff with Dustin. I am not giving up (in the past when the getting got tough I would bow out because I would feel like it was worthless but not now!). I probably will not go to the gym tomorrow night either because I have a Book Talk I am leading at our local teacher center and will not get out for there until 5:30-6:00. I know I will do better but wanted to post my struggle.