I planted 2 rose bushes

Today was the day I have been dreading, my 2 year anniversary. My due date was June 16, 2006.
In remembrance I planted 2 yellow rose bushes. I did not cry as much as I thought I would today but there were tears. I wonder if each year gets a little easier. I wonder if in 10 more years I will still be trying to picture what our baby would look like at 12. Life is not easy but God will shine His light so I get through.